Rant

In my last post I told you about the lack of time me and Rob would be spending together, well that was made worse when he then tells me that he might be working shifts now and is down to work tonight. Luckily he was not needed however, even thought we have all the sports channels and the free ones including ITV which is showing the bloody football, he decided that seen as though he had been asked to go to the pub to watch it he was going to go. I asked him not to and what did he go and do - he went anyway.

I am so annoyed with him, as he knows we won't be spending anytime together properly until Tues, and then my brother, his girlfriend and baby are coming down to stay for a few days so its not the same as been in the house together with nobody here (and no getting any dirty ideas I'm 8 months pregnant for gods sake!!!).

On top of all that, my hips and back are killing me, the baby keeps turning breech and then back to been head down, but when he is turning its so uncomfortable as there is not much room for him in there, and there is soooooo much pressure on my hips. Its not comfortable at all.

The house is not up to my standards of cleanliness either, and I just don't have the strength to put myself through the pain of cleaning!!! There are pots to be washed and dried, washing to be done, luckily I have packed for going up the country for the funeral, there is both bathrooms to be given a once over, hoovering to be done and just generally tidying round before my brother gets here (it needs doing anyway I'm just using my brother as a deadline). And as I'm home alone tonight Rob expects the dishes and washing to be done, but I hurt so much. I then only have tomorrow morning while Rob is at work and in that time I have to find the strength to take Dylan on a walk before a 3 hour train journey!!!

I feel so down at the moment and Rob doesn't understand, I am sat crying as I type this :(

I think I'm going to get a bath to help with the hips and back and then go to bed and try and get comfy.

I won't be updating until next week now unless I am still annoyed in the morning then I might be ranting again. Who Knows.